Disillusion Summer

After a few casual articles since I started here at Medium, it’s time to get more personal and serious. My apologies for the shift in tone and also trigger warning: I discuss some difficult things in this article. I promise it won’t be like this all the time. I’ll get back to the more “upbeat” stuff soon. But for now, let’s go.

I imagine I’m in the same boat with a lot of others who’ve found themselves questioning things, life…